janeway to the whoop ass delivery chamber…

OK, so i get this email from David-Lee, and it starts out with how well him and Billy are doing in the city, and how Billy’s photography career is really booming, and all this great stuff. THEN, it takes a turn for TOTAL WEIRDNESS. He goes on to say how he has killed Billy, and it doesn’t matter how he did it, but just that i should know billy is dead. Then he says he has to die too.

Ok, number one, if they are really doing that well in the city why would the bother to tell me? are they that insecure that they have to rub it in my face, lol? number two, if Billy’s photography career is doing so well(which wouldn’t surprise me, he’s pretty good), why have i heard from like 6 different people that he’s a prostitute?? LOL like i care what they do or how well they’re doing.

And what’s with the theme of death?? It would have been WAAAY simpler to just say you’re dead to me, as opposed to "I killed billy, now i have to die, just thought i’d tell you we’re out of your life forever." That’s a really unintelligent, abstract way to go about telling me i’m dead to him, lol. And HI it’s weird. Oh and not to mention it hasn’t changed anything, like i’ve called them in the past year ANYWAY haha. it’s pathetic…which kind of goes with the theme of Billy.

It’s sad though…i didn’t expect David-Lee to be friends with me after what happened with Billy, i get the whole best friend thing. but i never did anything to David, or for that matter Billy…i just wanted my money, and as far as i’m concerned it had nothing to do with David at all, i still liked him. I guess, though, that when  you hang out with back-stabbing slime like Billy, you end up being kinda like that. Either that or he was on some serious drugs.

I have had about enough of stupid fags in my life(anyone who knows me knows what i mean when i say "fags".) Billy is the last straw. I honestly don’t know how he was unable to pay a 300/mo rent on 9.00 per hour, especially when in Newton i could’ve gotten so much more than that. No matter though, my lawyer should effectivly process all of that, especially since i have it written on paper that he was renting from me(my estate), and that he owed me money.

And for some strange reason, he couldn’t pay me for the following year after he left, even though i’ve heard from like TONS of his supposed friends that he is prostituting himself…oh yeah, wicked classy. I could be homeless on the street and i’d still be better than him, lol.

And it’s wicked cool that he thinks that we made some sort of agreement that he owes me nothing in exchange for not pressing charges against Sean for assault. Granted, sean pushed him, but i have news for him…He was in possesion of pot in quantity large enough to be considered distribution, he was in my house and told to leave three times because he was smoking it in the bathroom and didn’t, and he was in a school zone which makes that a felony. Then after he was told to leave the house with it by Sean, he gets in his face screaming at him, which in massachusetts is ASSAULT. And he actually thinks he’s gonna get somewhere with this???? I’m also sure the judge will be delighted to hear that everyone of his witnesses was stoned off their asses while it happened. Ok billy, keep on dreaming, lol.

I’m so done with fags in my life that shit talk and back stab. The day he catches HIV from his prostitution(his photography career must be doing SO well) i will laugh then dance on his grave HAHA. karma’s a bitch is all i gotsta say, and like everyone else i’ve met that is an asshole, he’ll get what’s his someday. loser.

well…it’s a new life in Needham. It’s kinda sad actually. Seeing my house completely empty caused SUCH a TV moment, like a series finale or something. It’s been real hard too—i’ve been so over doing things. college, 30-33 hour work weeks, moving…oy. And let’s not forget that in a couple of weeks it’s my mothers birthday. Then, a lovely month after that(and 3 days before my birthday) it’s lovely ass mothers day!!! Horrah for the suck. Yo, if anyone on this site has a shot gun, may I borrow it? it’ll only be for a second…

On a brighter note, I got an A+ on my history exam, and im’ doing fairly well in school and work. I have a review today, and I might be bizouncing outta CVS if it’s not good, because there is no way in hell i’m making the same money as some bitch who doesn’t speak English and can’t do her job. PEACE to that.

Also, my new place is SO the shit. I love it. The living room is my favorite room because it’s so cozy…the vaulted ceilings really do it for me. Oh yeah. And can we talk about my rental for a sec?? I HATE IT. Honda really made an error of judgment with the Element. I want my accord back, in all it’s glory. BEST CAR EVER. i don’t know what else to put here….